The past few days have been a whirlwind of activity. Three days ago Kamada and I managed to go one a picnic, shopping for a new outfit for him and then to Dundee Inn. While at the inn Aryana, stopped by. She was happy to have seen Kamada there.
After a while of talking with them both Kamada surprised me by asking if he could formally court me. I was taken back but finally answered with a yes. He also gave me a lovely garnet ring as a promise of the courting. He has also given me a drawing of a rose and note asking for me to be his. It was so very sweet of him.
Yesterday I went to the beach party that RoK was hosting for their 10 year anniversary. I honestly wasn't planning on doing a sand sculpture, but decided why not.
Peeked in my pack and there is the drawing of the rose so being inspired i sculpted a rose and even painted the sand with pulverized and mashed grass from near by. And yes i even took my flower from my hair ro plaint the petals of the rose. Paruzon gave me an Old Invasion Ingot for taking part in the event. Topaz was so very sweet and went on a small work out to find me another crimson blossom.
It was a fun evening topped off with watching the sunrifter rising while sitting on the beach looking out at the water with Kamada. The joy and excitement i feel with him has me thrilled and yet scared.




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Sitting here and looking around our guild hall. It has me in a wonderful state of mind. Such a beautiful place to relax and gather my thoughts. I have manged to level and started my hunt for my brown and blue crystals.
I am getting excited to find my blue crystals as well as to gather the brown crystals for my Ultimate Weapon. I just wish my sponsor Nemme was around to see how much I have grown in these lands. I hope she is proud of me though she sleeps.
The other day a dear friend gave me a rose just to see me smile. I guess I hadn't been doing that often enough and he felt it was needed. I guess my feelings and interactions are noticed more then I realized. I am going to make an effort to get back to my carefree self and share what I have with others.

I sit here at the inn today with a smile and a lighter heart. I was reminded from a friend yesterday of my worth as a cleric and a friend. The many marcs we spent talking has put a little vigor back into my training and dedication to my profession of choice.
I am a cleric dedicated to serving the gods and our lands. The more blessings i find the more I can give. The more blessings I give the stronger we all become.
They many many marcs I spent talking to this friend has lightened my heart and boosted my mood. Thank you. You know who you are!

As time passes by I have to wonder ~ Do I fit in here in this world? I find myself training hard and getting excited about what might be around the corner. But that corner never seems to appear.
I have changed a lot since I arrived. I no longer am shy. I seem to have broken though that part of my past. Love and lost seemed to help me have grown into a stronger person. Now to find a purpose and meaning to what I am seeing and feeling in the lands I now call home.